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spends countless hours hidden in the cave of her room blogging, doing homework, sleeping and sacrificing virgins. Not really. that last one was a joke.

spends countless hours hidden in the cave of her room blogging, doing homework, sleeping, and sacrificing virgins. Not really. that last one was a joke.

A Plethora of What? Damsel in Distress Domino Lizbob Moon's Notes and Nonsense rockabye Zombiee

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It's over. Done.
I'm finding my way out from under you.
Even if that place for me is completely upside down. You're totally different. Unlike some other guys that I have liked(the memoirs are gruesome. To think I liked some of these guys.) you've made me happy. I am completely and utterly happy now. And thinking that makes me so...HAPPY! But I'm not going to talk about you anymore. This is about me. I'm realizing the only one I need is me.

It's sunny today. And I'm happy. I'm glorious. I can't believe I would develop an aversion to cold. Oddity. Ridgecrest is turning into, well, Ridgecrest. Lovely, cloudless skies, beautiful sunrises and sunsets.

I haven't written for a while. I mean actually written. I need to take down the wall towering ominously above me. It's blocking my ability to think. I'll take it down brick by brick. I'll peer over the edge. I'll see the beauty around me.

Look around. Sometimes when I see the blue sky, when I look into the deep, endless blue, I don't see my limitations. When I look into the sky and see pale purples and lovely pinks and oranges, when I see the bright red, I think of my beauty and everyone around me. How beautiful are they? The sky is yours. Look up and breath in air. It's yours. Smile.

Even if I'm upside down, I can see beauty in these words. All of them are yours.

Labels: beautiful, happy, memoirs, sky, sunny, write

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